BOOM BAP NATION

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Sinner Saint's "Since You Grown..."

Hey! Little girl! Yeah you.  Lipstick and booty bumps don't make you a grown woman.  I know you simply want the attention but let's look at what you are asking for.  You seek the attention of one who in a mature minded desire to have you.  Yes.  Pay attention. I am going to show you something you refuse to acknowledge from your parents or even grandparents and relatives.

We all go through it.  We at your age want to be what we think we see of adults.  Here is what no one has actually told you without changing it up to make themselves look good or less bad.  We don't actually grow up.  We just like your schooling in junior high, high school and even college, are still trying to simply be accepted.

Adults have parents away from home at all times just like you.  We have to seek the approval of an employer, a colleague, the community, and the law.  What we often find is that some of these parent types are not good parents.  They are children who refused to forgive and often times take it out on us.

The other thing you don't recognize is unless you actually love yourself for the good person inside you, you are never going to be as beautiful as your true margin of beauty of your spirit.  Let me be more than real right here.  Love making with a worthy love and physical pleasure from any random person are not the same caliber of great.  He or She will tell you anything your heart desires as long as the end result is they, he or she, receive exactly what it is their little heart desires.  Sometimes it's sex. Sometimes is power over you. Sometimes it a car, house, clothes, jewelry, or revenge on someone close to you. Sometimes it's to destroy you because they knew how to play you so much to the point you had unprotected sex. 

Unprotected sex to me is not knowing a person in heart, mind, and spirit and allowing them to release from you a very pure and mature act of expression when two legitimate loves are exchanging hearts to protect, cherish, and nurture.  Guess what? Adult's? They do the same thing.  What you have to comprehend little girl is regardless of what your desires and hormones, and feelings of neglect may be describing you are also things you have to recognize are in need of parenting from you and not some hot body carved up to get you to do whatever it wants. 

The average teen has 18 minimum exchanges of false encounters by the age of 14 since the age of 8.