There are many things from this which upset me, but does not change my heart. I'm a true believer which is said only in description of me. In my error & against wisdom I tried anyway. I'm insane & stable. How I left was honest & painful to me b4 it could be 4u, because im the one...who chose the dream....that was you. My apologies. My gratitude & thanks. My prayers. I'll do better next time.