Now I choose...
I choose to grow
  I choose to strengthen myself
  Now I choose
  I choose to smile
  I choose to take my simple breath
  Now I choose to go away from here
  And be in love with someone
  New myself
  Now I choose to stand my ground 
  Remain firmly now the decision to help myself
  And I choose to count my blessing here 
  I can always love myself
  Before I choose....
Im apologizing up front bcuz I know your feelings & where you stand but I carry with me how I truly feel in my spirit anytime or moment I think of you.
I know you have moved on & I shall respect that. I never thought I was going to be this way....ever...again.
Regardless of the events when its all been said & done, I still have the butterflies. I think im going to keep them so I dont 4get too quickly my mind & my heart.
I only wanted to love you best I could when my hearts door had been opened. I dont have all the experience of perfection in choice but I embrace every one ever made.
