Choosing a fan base is tedious work. The level of balance required is spirit draining. Choosing the wrong fan base literally prove how imperfect you are without your greatness of charms.
Look at every career in entertainment and teaching. Play after play and scene after scene you have to appreciate being a professional good cop bad cop value system creating a purpose of reason to denounce self accountability from the very group you purposed yourself for.
Removing me from my natural return Lane to my ancestors and my holy order of balance is completely painful . I have to believe to find out why I only believe to then know what can not be belief to turn over and reveal how belief works. All that to learn what I already experienced in truth as reality. When all I had to do was be loved in truth and trusted with it.
Thanks Oppression. You suck ball skin no salt.