Letter for her

Dear Heart, I am broken & battered. Although your words are dear to read, how do I know you are forever. I believe in complete honesty, truth, trust, patience & forgiveness. Things that were oversights. I love to love and embrace life together like a Bonnie n Clyde minded couple. I prefer to show you I love you for you & not society, including your support group. What I need more than anything is for you to know me exactly as I am at my rawest best or worse because if your heart beats for me there, I am empowered by knowing you are real love. Are you real love? A love that money simply can not buy or lease. I need to be able to love us as one as God unconditional at all levels. I want to surprise you in the smallest ways that bare huge impacts. I want to see stars in my mind when you hug me hello or hold my hand. I need you to be eternally in love with me as I am by nature in love with you. You are the very atmosphere I need to survive this world.

U are sumn special

You are
something special
You are
Special my dear

The very style
I suppose
Got me open
Im running like Sir nose
I ain't afraid
Of the water
Oh im ready
(To take this swim)
Let me climb the ladder
Oh this is high
But im so ready
No Thing else matters
Lets dive
(straight in)

The essence
Your inner beauty
Shines my night
My poker face says count me in
You are

You are
Something special
You are
Special my dear

Now I dont have to worry
About this life
The lead we're going to take
Don't live by sight
There's gon be
Some complications
Remember now
It's You & me
Yes We in this
To the very end
its the edge of time
You are

You are
Something special
You are
Special
My
Dear!

Unfinished Works of Charles Williams

Denial is my friend to me...

I cant help it I get heavy sighs  Many smiles every time when I think on you. I had to try to live the lie dhat you would do all my hearted wanted to, but I had to mind my better mind before chasing you became all I do
Denial is my friend to be the better reason for me to be....
So I say
I never loved, I dont lust, I dont want no part of her
Im alright
My love is what I need it to be.
(song in progress inspired by your kiss & your trust in me with your lust of brief)