I'm Not Like Other Women

If you are actually not like other women and you are not afraid of what makes u vulnerable, you simply need to be held, cuddled, carressed and kinked out........u have to:
*stop yelling at me
*stop blaming me
*sit still long enough to listen to me
*help me where im asking for help
*let me learn who i really am
*release your reasons of why you refuse to let old matters renew
*speak to me as you would God and listen to God reply thru me to you
*dont claim him if you cant be like him as a representative of his covenant
*be in love with me for me and you so we can share this together as us

HOW LONG DOES YOUR ANSWER HAVE TO TAKE TO MEET THE NEEDS OF MY QUESTION?

Sinner Saint

How much time do we have or are allowed when given a question?
-When someone asks you a question do you remain positioned to hear the answer or does anticipation or expectation ruin it for you? I am an introvert with extrovert potentials. I grew up a very silent boy all the way into an open mic. What is programmed in my dna, my neurological and systematic design is the simplicity of yes or no. When I am attacked I defend, evade destruction or remove the threat! We all do.

However when anyone is using time to ask me a question which uses time and expect from me my answer which uses time then by all means eye am in time to know eye am free to answer considering its not my question i am answering. Well apparently I was not believed when I said i am special.
*it's not that hard a question because neither is the answer .... maybe you not listening to your question which is why you not gon listen to my answer.

Daily people pass each other and ask "saving face" or "being cordial" questions, which in fact means you are lying because you actually care less about how my day was, or what i am actually thinking...you were just passing the time by. Office jobs are the best at being the worst in this arena. We fall for it all the time and because we are going through some things in our life and have been talking to God in private for so long about our life, we tend to answer peoples questions the way we believe we can talk to God - openly, honestly, without interruption, and with his love over us as we wait for the answer.
*Starting from Sinner Saint The Movie - lifestyle I will answer only one question and one question only. The rest need to be paid for. If I place a price on your word nine out of ten you will reserve your right to give me your word for free.
*If your word, dear people of earth, is valuable please know that sometimes i am not broke, poor, or without, the same word which is so high priced in value to you loses it's value when it is replaced by a better word. The question to ask yourself is which word did you use to replace your word?!
-i'll wait-

All I'm Going To Do Is

I can sit here and go over angle after angle and approach after approach about what I recall as what went wrong and what went right. It will not matter because I am smitten.

You are going to walk in. I will see you. My spirit will feel you. My heart will melt. My mind will then beg you and beg you and beg you to see the real me when I think on you.
I will be screaming at the top of my heart in its begging plea of love, all the while I am sitting quietly to observe every aspect of your presence. I am smitten.

I review your opinion with my open heart. I hear your every word and its placement. I make no judgements only intake. I then apply to memory your opinion and label it "duely noted." Where I go from here is inward with an outward disposition.

I walk silently. I pray quietly. I meditate then smile up to my heart of hearts and whisper with a struggle and say "thank you."

lower case letters

i said I Love You.
you said with a frown,
"you dont even know me to know you love me"

i said I understand and ceased letting you hear it. you said to me with a frown, why am i acting diffetently.

i said i am doing my best.
you said with a frown, it's not good enough.

when you are tired of your environment you do like i do and change it with what provides a large enough visual to satisfy the craving for control over your life.

i love you because i love me.
i see you because i see me.
i know you because i know me.
i want you the same as i want me.
Fulfilled!

you in anger professed your despise of me. i said i understand.

you said you are not in a relationship and i said i understand.

you said you are your own boss. i believe you.

you say you need to hear scripture. i said i understand.

all i am saying is why? why do i understand? why am i still here? why am i still yearning for you? why does it not hurt enough to not love you? is it my mental health as reason or my spirit life?

if i had to say something painful i can only say, "you are what you think as you are designed to see."

Sin say or Saint say?

I sin on average maybe 7 sins a day.
1. How do I look?
2. Did you remember to...?
3. Did you know you are speeding?
4. Who tastes better?
5. Do you smoke?
6. Are you gay.
7. Am I bothering you?
These are all in my head every day and i always say a version of yes to every question.

1. Yes you look like this :)
2. Yes i remember to bcuz its after 1
3. Yes i saw you coming
4. Yes who does taste better than whom.
5. Yes on the 4th or the 19th.
6. Yes by definition but i dont take it in full length.
7. Yes and thank you for noticing to ask so I can politely sin your emotional value known as feelings.

Man Woman Child!

Man! Woman! Child!
*When in order the roles are clear, paths as well.
The child is not the parent so stop making them be adult with your volume of words and displays of adulthood.
Woman is the support all life seeks one way or the other but it does not mean she is to bare all responsibility alone. Her design is to be part of a unit.
Man you are the eyes and mind in focus on God. He leads you that  you lead others through the works of wisdom, strength, disciplines and love as your affection originates from The Most High God creator of the spirit.
When the man asks the woman for lunch money he is in submission to motherhood. If the child tells the mother instead of requesting or asking honorably the child is unaware through examples and experience. Women if you want a real man to create a family you may want to know what makes a real man. It is the truth and the confidence in never giving up on you, him, me, us, our, we or family.
Man you are natural strength and honor. Be exactly that in your spirit.

Happy Birthdate May 14th Daughter of Mine

Happy Birthday My Heart I bought you a ticket.
*However:
Its not a plane
Its not a train
Its not a mouse
Its not a warrant (doesnt rhyme but its true)
Its in a mall down the hall where i tested it out for you. I had no idea it would not appear as simple as hoped to me. That once i walk thru with the ticket for you to use instead it took me. So as a second try i gave money to a guy who said will get one for me. Well that was on monday around 3pm at the corner of Zang and Beats. I shant i cant i ant give in to a chance i'll make you frown, so I'll give you this dub i found in a glove bedazzled in rhinestones and teeth.

There is no gift to explain what eye feel for when it comes to you I know I would give my life that you will live to know my heart is you.

MOTHERS DAY by SINNER SAINT

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY
*I grew up with more than one Mother. I have always had an abundance of mothering in my life. Valorie Dixon, Julia Harris, Beverly Blair, Charlie Mae Young, and every one of mine as sister, cousin, and auntie all treat me the same way. They treated me in the way only a true mother will.

My Mothers love me. They want what is best for me. They do for me when they should not but will. The mother is the unyielding surrender. She is recognized as a backbone for the reasons of posture and connection. They are the better reasoning for courage. The mother in your life does not have to be perfect for all to view. The mother in your life only needs to know absolutely one thing. SHE IS YOUR MOTHER!

Pleading My Case

I saw you as more than a friend. I answered all your queries as sanctuary. I embraced your trust as we shared intimacy. I valued your inputs and observed your smiles at life. You are the painting I looked forward to repeatedly. I released my inhibitions. I lived. I love.     -when thinking of you-

Sinner Saint's "Did Someone Say Strawberries?"

	Hearts, Hugs, and Kisses	The real fun in a celebrated day is when the efforts are received and welcomed from the sanctuary of passion.  Sinner Saint here. To all those love birds out there doing what it do to make another happy. Please use condoms because the last thing either of you wish to do is forget who did what and where. You know who you are and why you are, so this time take my advisory into effect because the gift that keeps on giving is not what a lover wants. They want their fantasy fulfilled. Do you know what the fantasy is? Have you listened to the hints over the time together. I learned the hard way that in the beginning of any relationship is when most of the truth is apparent before the real truth is hidden and requires an archaeologist touch of refined digging. You all have two choices be it rich or poor. You can either approach your partner in silence and only show them actions or you can show no actions and end up in silence. Your choice.

Sinner Saint "Excerpt"

Sinner Saint's "Really Real" Uncensored *Employment sensitive material...this means do not read this post at work He or she looks really good to you all the way around. You are interested, intrigued, and hungry. You meet using casual no strings conversation items. You eventually capture your desire full Monte no salt on the rim! Don't ruine the entire experience with guilt. Ownership allows progression as excuses remain in delay. Accountability promotes a healthier growth than blame and shame. You are a testimony. Your version. This alone requires nothing more than a listening mind with a loving understanding of "why" God is your alignment. Sinner Saint: Yeah, so this girl rocked my world with her honest unguarded appetite for relations and that alone captured me. I had no idea I was on a time clock for moving in, making plans, marriage, 401k retirement, etc. I was ok until I heard how being intimate for the passing year wasnt enough. Ok. Cool. I get it, however, why stop what you started? We based on time, money, scheduling, desires, wants, needs, and more, we are exactly where we planned. In each others arms. Well, unfortunately,, like used tennis, I was returned to shelf because I am actually doing it all appropriately in time management, research n development, review, experience, and patience. I dont rush God when I panic about my stewardship to life. I actually wait for approvals! Keeping God First

Thank You Dallas/Fort Worth

Charles Williams here.

Thank you once again for your inquiry of service.  I know there are many services to choose from in the Dallas and Ft. Worth Metroplex thus my appreciation for the respected courtesy of considering us for your service needs in luxury transportation.

Sinner Saint's "Jesus Ain't Enough"

Sinner Saint’s “Jesus Ain’t Enough”

It's your actual action behind your belief which depicts to me how important the blood of Christ is when I am alone, lost, hungry, hurting, confused, ashamed, depressed, angry, and longing.  The only belief I can accept is the one displayed, if I am the one who does not believe, yet. 

Stop telling me what I cannot have and show me the fruit in acts of genuine concern for my spirit, show me by extension of services (doesn't mean free) in communion, community, knowledge, teachings, testimony, encouragement, and witness.

Show me God The Most High when you speak to me about "The Blood of Christ" knowing that I am a child of The Most High in spirit first before flesh as you bring forth the fruit of your belief displayed in your actions of the spirit. One thing about the spirit of God is you can't lie in the spirit. You can only lie in the flesh!  The heart's intent of the spirit in which you truly dwell communicates to my spirit in response to God’s will or your converted submission to the will of my true enemy.  

My flesh cries out as an indicator and monitor of my spirit.  Walk to me with example and judge not the view you believe to see. Instead simply gauge the vision God has placed in you to discern with covenant. Heal my heart so that my spirit radiates in remembrance of he who is the most loving and unconditional of all “The Most High God”.

Jesus I love and accept as the son of God which is my way in to GODS' house, my Lord and savior, however, don’t stop seeking the truth with an accreditation or church home. We all must seek God within our very selves to hear God’s voice and to reconnect. 

“Jesus ain’t enough", is when you yourself do not walk in peace of radiance because other realms of your lifestyle apparently block you from knowing this yourself.”

Make Jesus more than enough by reviewing how you sound, articulate, convey, communicate, display, reach out, embrace, acknowledge, pass down, lift up, smile, rejoice, praise, grow, earn, bless, cry, breathe, and most importantly of them all “pray” by the spirit, for the spirit, of the spirit, to the spirit, as you are these things in the spirit. Eternal is the way.

Written by Charles Williams

Loving Ewe

The sight brings forth an awareness. The sound resonates a longing to hear more. The scent activates the hearts rememberance of the now embeded image of thought which bares only one true bold font. The touch claims it all and sends signals of communion negating any opportunity to alter the new found consciousness. Euphoria is now the cloak of body, mind, and spirit. Trust is now extended. Hope is embraced. Focus has begun.

Love

What Did You Do About It Last Year?

What were you wearing that day? What was the song that day? What time did you go to bed that day?  When Valentine Day 2012 arrived did you have anything prepared to say I do love you. I love you. I love you. Ooh ooooh ooh. Baby!  

Love Diet for Men

-Love is Social Diet Franchising-

How to lose in Love
*more exercise,less carbs,more water, more therapeutic massage

How to gain in love
*more dictionary,more language,more journal,more song,more art,less sugar,less beer,more salads,more turkey,fewer words,all heart, more deeper whispers, more gazing into the eyes, deep rhythms

Children Seeking Exits

Dear Parents
How real are you with your children? Are you balanced. The war on drugs starts with the war on the minds ability to receive or dispense influence.
Children are dealing with much more in hazing, bullying, outcast, infringements & expectations, peer pressure, parent pressure, teacher pressure, and acceptance.
Dont forget that when a young mind is not inside of what feels like home it is visiting. Dont forget what it's like to be a visitor. Its quite challenging for the average person.
"Providing A Brighter Exit Sign Will Lead Our Children To Safer Doors!"

I Know You Are Angry

I could take it personal, but I refuse to, simply because in my world I know the feeling.

What I choose to believe is when it is correct, I will get it all right. In the meantime, I share a portion of my actual heart in very low doses.

Allow love to share itself because its beating in more than one rhythm.

"I am love. It's all I know to be. "

THE FUTURE WIFE LETTERS

Dear Future Wife,

I to this day thank The Most High for being transitioned into this realm & dimension where we can meet in the power of grace. The reasons I am in love are the same traits in my spirit which bind me to be loving. I am truthful when my vibration of sounds emits into calculated short rhythms which nurture & caress the true heart. I am always in love.
I have been kneaded and baked by the top chef of the universe. Although my cooking resume shows one dish, it is delightful & filling.
When our time to connect arrives in its purest fashion our moments will reflect the honesty of patience and endurance. Please be kind of my true heart as I am not hypnotized by the facades of mankind. I am knowing of my true descendantcy and gauge all activity accordingly. Tone, rhythm, light, & spirit paint all my portraits of comprehension.
When we become one we become scripture.

Future Husband

Letter for her

Dear Heart, I am broken & battered. Although your words are dear to read, how do I know you are forever. I believe in complete honesty, truth, trust, patience & forgiveness. Things that were oversights. I love to love and embrace life together like a Bonnie n Clyde minded couple. I prefer to show you I love you for you & not society, including your support group. What I need more than anything is for you to know me exactly as I am at my rawest best or worse because if your heart beats for me there, I am empowered by knowing you are real love. Are you real love? A love that money simply can not buy or lease. I need to be able to love us as one as God unconditional at all levels. I want to surprise you in the smallest ways that bare huge impacts. I want to see stars in my mind when you hug me hello or hold my hand. I need you to be eternally in love with me as I am by nature in love with you. You are the very atmosphere I need to survive this world.