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i said I Love You.
you said with a frown,
"you dont even know me to know you love me"

i said I understand and ceased letting you hear it. you said to me with a frown, why am i acting diffetently.

i said i am doing my best.
you said with a frown, it's not good enough.

when you are tired of your environment you do like i do and change it with what provides a large enough visual to satisfy the craving for control over your life.

i love you because i love me.
i see you because i see me.
i know you because i know me.
i want you the same as i want me.
Fulfilled!

you in anger professed your despise of me. i said i understand.

you said you are not in a relationship and i said i understand.

you said you are your own boss. i believe you.

you say you need to hear scripture. i said i understand.

all i am saying is why? why do i understand? why am i still here? why am i still yearning for you? why does it not hurt enough to not love you? is it my mental health as reason or my spirit life?

if i had to say something painful i can only say, "you are what you think as you are designed to see."

Internet: Future?

WHAT IS THE FUTURE of the INTERNET BASED ON OUR USE?

This writing started with an assignment from my instructor L. Baker of D.C.C.C.D. campus. The question posed was “what is the future of the internet or the web?” I searched the campus database using Boolean search technique and submitted by query as “internet + web + future AND 2012-2014” and received a 34 count result. The article I stumbled over allowed me to expand my thoughts.

Works Cited

Davies, Pippa. “Engaging Students in the Heritage Christian Schools Learning Commons.” Teacher Librarian 5th ser. 41.4: 16-20. Teacher Librarian. Web. 11 May 2014. .

This article discusses the natural progressions and findings of implementing and utilizing a distance learning reality. The faculty and student body both learn and share interesting results. The excitement is the interaction among both groups as they both gain insight to the other side through virtual learning. The positive effects are inspiring as the numbers reveal who learns best and how. The wheel is not actually reinvented but the rotation of the wheel spins at a more streamline interval. This reality is full duplex learning.

The article is an excellent vantage point of the concerns and functions of distance learning.  The article itself is based on a Canadian school system but is quite relevant to all schooling systems. The numbers involved in the article are quite interesting but to sum it up are quite obvious. We all are different with advantages and disadvantages of learning. The common law function of internet use detail the variables of purpose or reasoning used to access or remain connected to the web.

Home schooling will have a completely different view once we are all on board from parent to administrator. Policies of course will be custom enhanced settings to protect data sources and networks virtual and physical. There will be standard policy in place to govern behavior and to maintain standards of nurturing a young mind into a wise one. There will need to be a review of the relationship between social networking and traditional socializing. How does a child receive proper human care if the child never leaves its imaginary cubicle?

The future of the internet for this writer is one which will force itself to rediscover interaction among humanity.  A coed global classroom may be the next obvious common place step. There are many classrooms which do this now as an exchange program. A class for English and Spanish may involve a student body comprised of several different nations and countries for the same coursework and interaction. The next generation of students will have more insight to one another than before as bonds and partnerships will emerge from early on. 

The article in itself provides an accurate and honest look at results and teachings of distance learning. The best part I enjoyed was the healthier thinking produced with the materials of reading. Although the classroom is virtual and online it promotes healthy thinking and allows the personal touch many students need. I personally am not a faster analyst and require time until I have the concept locked in. The availability for me to obtain the information and tools I need with a 24 hour always open education center is perfect.

I recommend reading this article to gather an excellent reminder of where to look forward to in improving our education all around. A better mind of people increases the opportunity for better minded thoughts. 

Transitions are Costly

Cutting off 12 inches and more of 13 years culmination. My dreams & goals have not been seized, therefore I submit these locks as sacrificial offerings as symbol of purpose and strength.
I NEED YOU MORE EACH DAY

to: The Most High

THE INTRODUCTION

It was night, I was in a vehicle like a truck, I am still, craft makes scouting like maneuvers before landing. Its lighting is flourescently bright. The pilot speaks English & unleashes a saw blade device which catches me...I wake up.

Im in front of a couple people, who are viewing my scalp, and state its obvious conditions.

Those were in my dreams of sleep on November 29th 2012.  Earlier that day I recalled a memory sequence which has not occurred as of yet. The objective for me is to remain aware, focused, & enduring of all events surrounding me. I must master my gift.
               "DejaVu"