I found myself more than struggling as i ventured off into the self employment arena. What I learned from the past 2 years is that you really need a following before you get started or be a woman. There are so many grants which aid women of all types for starting a business. The thing of it all is regardless of your status one thing is certain. You need more than money to remain in business.
Well, as it turns out not as many people as I hoped to encounter want to ride in a limousine at an affordable cost other than free, and not as many people as I had hoped to encounter actually throw house parties. This leads me into my reconnect with improving my mind, my worth, and my lifestyle from looking better on paper. I thought I would go back to school. I applied for grants and loans but due to the backlog in the process my approvals came 10 after my deadline to pay for classes. I had zero dollars to pool from and now feel dumber than when I started.
Now I am fighting all these emotions and feelings so that I can get refocused and determined to succeed. Meanwhile I am virtually homeless. I can't pay for anything. I sleep everywhere, eat whenever it's allowed, and clean myself sparingly when people aren't around. It is what it is.
I like any other day am searching online for work and employment which will actually hire me to be employed. I have submitted over 200+resumes in the past 90 days and had only one actual consideration. I thought surely with someone who can read, write, speak english that I am still of some value. The frustration of my work search grew because I knew why I needed my schooling to fix how I look on paper. I need credentials. I need certifications. I need tenured accepted thinking of experience which in today's environment of technology requires excellence.
I am writing this not to seek pitty. I am writing this because I am not the only one going through these hard times. I am a true Texan. My dreams just like my state are huge. My heart and mind follow. I will not give up because it is not like a Texan to give up. We may steer wrong here and there attempting to reach our destination, however, we do not give up. Look at our Dallas Cowboys and Houston Texans as prime examples. We at times only miss our goal by inches or one play. Yet we are always viewed as still in the game. I am in the game. What I am not in is the mood to destroy myself from imblanced emotions and thoughts.
Remaining encouraged becomes a priority thought when the holidays are amongst us all. Trying to live the American dream of holiday feast, fun, and fellowship can steer thinking wrong if we focus on the obvious down of ability be it financial or physical. I have family and friends. They are already stretched so I impose as little and humble as possible. I have a few touchbacks in my game such as snoring, no monies to contribute to bills and utilities, however, I also have a mind, a heart, and wisdom to know I am not young physically as I was when I was 18 years old.
I wrote everyone I could think of and explained my situation. I received $150, which I turned around and gave to my car loan people, to slow down the repo process. I have to think harder is what I am telling myself. Think smarter. Think outside the box. Think man! Think! What are you not looking at which will bring you out of this slump of financial death and growth you a surplus of your hearts desires?
Lottery. I got to play the lottery! IF I am at the bottom of the barrel and regardless of what I accumulate in revenue, if the revenue does not meet the need to sustain the lifestyle of standard living, I must then play the lottery and beleive I will win!
Don't judge me! You're not even broke and you play the lottery because you simply want alot of money! My question to you is do you have an organized business plan which will employ thousands of people or hundreds of people? I do. I don't want to win the lottery to keep all the money to myself. I seek to win the lottery because I have a business model which will employ thousands up to millions of people and bring down the unemployment rate.
The idea is completely simple and effective. It's brilliant. Radiant. This business model will literally refocus the correct attentions of education, inspiration, fellowship, and reinstate even the most disabled of able minds in the country to contribute to the growth and regrowth of this united states of america and to the republic for which it stands one nation under god indivisible with liberty and justice for all.
The facts of this business model is people need revenue in and out immediately. A minimum of rent/mortgage, utilities, food, transportation, insurance for home and health, each are required to minimize stress levels. Stress speeds up toxins in the body. Stress clouds judgement more than drugs. Stress is a lead cause in obesity, emotional offsets, and basic hygene. When one can remove the stress levels of basic day to day out and abouts the balances of chemical nuances inspire the human psyche.
I am not a scientist however, I do believe in the balance of everything and weight of thought. If one thinks they cannot it is equivelant of see an actual brick wall in front of you enforcing your mind to say we can not get through this wall. Thought has weight, texture, sound, taste, touch,energy, light, dark, color, vibration, healing, inspiration, and the list continues. What one thinks of themself is the basis of movement or direction. If we are a lost people in the abyss of financial responsibility and debt, what is the most important thought we hold each day?
Exactly! We think of something to buy or spend money on. It's basic programming. The movie Inception has an explanation pertaining to planting an idea into someone's subconscious. The statement reveals if someone says to you don't think of elephants the very thing you are going to do is think of elephants. In essence you pretty much cling to the last word of the end point opposed to the complete thought. My point is actually this one. The best way to remove debt is to tell myself to think of ways to spend every dime I have.
What happens in return is the process of thought which says spend everything which should actually prevent one from spending it all because the options and choices surrounding teh amount on where to spend. I personally believe a formulate command would structure the thoughts and belief of economic spending and duty to be responsible.
Case in point. When a new lottery winner arises on average they are bankrupt simply because they had no actual plan waiting on its opportunity. Organized thought structured combined with opportunity leads to more good than bad decisions. Controlled spending with a purposed resolute equates a functionality equal to Wallstreet without the weight of the world's influences of losses and gains.
I seek to provide the nation and the world a pure entity which cannot be corrupted simply because of its binding properties and protocols of placement spending and management. This module in essence is designed growth billing reconstruction. Yep. No acronym on this one. It being the business module is designed to grow its revenue and in a specific exact amount in per diem format basic living dollars.
Here is how it works. "Living Here is Investing Here" is the theme of this unit. The unit is an equivelant in square footage as a mall or mega mall. The paramaters of purpose feed employment genres such as landscaping, concierge, housekeeping, maintenance, eletrical engineering, public speaking, marketing, advertising, security, transportation, sales, and more.
This complex in structure has all the elements of a major mall, a college campus, a downtown, and theme park. The actual developed concept ensure security for public and private atmospheres pertaining to resident, employment, or event.
How many communities thought futuristicly and established a theme park, library, movie theatre, miniature golf, bowling alley, skatatorium, and arena all on property of the community. The average development in america is designed for one individual to make all the revenue. This thinking has run its course. What has to be learned from the groups which survived the economics is the powerhouse play of unity or power in numbers.
Mergers have kept many institutions of all sorts in contingency for growth and propserity. What we the people must realize is not only is there power in numbers but there is opportunity and accountability as well. This module will only work because the concept is priority over selfish endeavors of greed and fame.
The easy resolution would be to walk away and not take it on, allowing all the construction to simply employ others for a one time run as it becomes a ghost town eventually leveled by the city for parking space or reconstruction of their own business adventures.
The exact details of the model I am proposed is the next level high million dollar concept which requires complete creativity and analytical thinking to sustain as the world continues to change although people don't really change at all. I could go on and on about this item but quite frankly I don't give a dayum to do it anymore. I want to succeed for ever more!
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Friday, November 23, 2012
Monday, November 5, 2012
Grab My Hand
smile me
dial me
thank me
dont spank me
trust me
hug me
lust me
engulf me
true me
through me
know me
show me
warn me
adorn me
bathe me
enrage me
Grab my hand
shave me
tame me
blame me
shame me
know me
owe me
whoa me
console me
make me
forsake me
fake me
date me
paint me
write me
love me
excite me
Grab my hand
Dhat Mistah Show "Slyces" by Dj Hatsim
http://soundcloud.com/dhatshow/sets/boom-bap-nation
dial me
thank me
dont spank me
trust me
hug me
lust me
engulf me
true me
through me
know me
show me
warn me
adorn me
bathe me
enrage me
Grab my hand
shave me
tame me
blame me
shame me
know me
owe me
whoa me
console me
make me
forsake me
fake me
date me
paint me
write me
love me
excite me
Grab my hand
Dhat Mistah Show "Slyces" by Dj Hatsim
http://soundcloud.com/dhatshow/sets/boom-bap-nation
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Love Me Love You
Beautiful Smile
Trust me
it's beautiful child
If you want proof
then simply Hold me close
Love me
Show You
We can make a toast
This here is true
Choose me, (when your heart speaks to you)
Be with me, (when the time is right for us to shine)
Together!
we can make this right
(We can do this longer)
We can field this ride
(bumpy turns and wonders)
about you and I
Love Me Love You
Silhouette
Passionate
Purposeful
Magnificent
Glorious
make me want to scream
I jump for joy inside
I feel jubilee
You Chose me, (when your heart spoke to you)
You're with me, (Time is Now for us to shine)
Together!
we do make this right
(We can do this even longer)
We can field this ride
(bumpy turns and wonders)
about you and I
Love Me Love You
(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) continual til the end
love me love you
love me love you
love me love you
love me love you
Trust me
it's beautiful child
If you want proof
then simply Hold me close
Love me
Show You
We can make a toast
This here is true
Choose me, (when your heart speaks to you)
Be with me, (when the time is right for us to shine)
Together!
we can make this right
(We can do this longer)
We can field this ride
(bumpy turns and wonders)
about you and I
Love Me Love You
Silhouette
Passionate
Purposeful
Magnificent
Glorious
make me want to scream
I jump for joy inside
I feel jubilee
You Chose me, (when your heart spoke to you)
You're with me, (Time is Now for us to shine)
Together!
we do make this right
(We can do this even longer)
We can field this ride
(bumpy turns and wonders)
about you and I
Love Me Love You
(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) continual til the end
love me love you
love me love you
love me love you
love me love you
Friday, October 19, 2012
I wonder if they believe me
VERSE FIRST: DJ HATSIM/KING DEUCE/MAI MYMAI
I BEE ING MEE…GOTTA SPEAK WHAT EYE SEE…GOTTA SAY WHAT EYE
KNOW..EVERYTIME THAT IT PEAKS….
IM HEAVY OVER HERE/NO FEAR/TRUE HEART DON’T LIE/THAT’S A
STATE FOR THE MIND TO BE/TRUTH IS THE FOLD/DOLLAR BILLS CANT HOLD/COME ONE COME ALL/
I
WANT EVERYBODY TO HAVE A GOOD TIME/YOU CAN SEE IT ON MY CHEST/NO HARE/ALL
BEAR/LET ME GROWL WITH THE BEST/
EYE…WONDER IF THEY BELIEVE ME…IF MY TRUTH BE
TOLD/HOW CAN A MAN KNOW WHAT HE KNOW WHEN HE KNOW/HOW/PLEASE TELL ME/IM ASKING
FROM WITHIN/I’M TRYING TO MAKE IT MEND/LIKE A KNEE/I BEND/TO THE CURVE OF THE
LUST/BUT THE HEARTS ON RIGHT/I MEAN RIGHT?/IF NOT THEN WHY SO HARD DO EYE TRY?
EYE WONDER IF THEY
BELIEVE ME….
THE TRAVELS EYE LIKED/EVERY STOP EVERY TURN/EVERY BEND EVERY
CURVE/THE DRAMA AND THE PLOT/ALL OF THE ABOVE/I LOVE/I LIVE/I LEARN/I MAN UP/I
THUGGED
TRUTH BE TOLD/WHEN I SLEEP IM AWAKENED/SINCE MY EARLIEST
EXISTANCE/I FELT I WAS MISTAKEN/BUT HERE WE GO AGAIN/ANOTHER RIDE AROUND THE
BLOCK/DIFERENT DATE DIFFERENT TIME/BUT THE TRUTH IS THE SAME/
I WONDER IF THEY
BELIEVE ME….
I WASTE MY BREATH/TRYING TO TEST MY MIND/MY MIND DON’T NEED
TESTING LIKE THE COURAGE ON A SPINE/IT IS WHAT IT DOES AND IT DOES WHAT IT
DO/THERE IS SO MUCH MORE I WANT TO EXPLAIN TO THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD OF SUPER
GLUE/
IM STUCK/HIGH AND DRY/NO MONEY TO MY NAME NOR FAME JUST
LIFE/I LIVE FOR THE TRUTH/I SEEK ME THE KINGDOM/TO COME OR GO NO MATTER MY
RESULT I WANT TO KNOW MORE/
I PLEAD MY CASE/I HOLD MY GROUND/I MAKE THE MISTAKES THAT
TEACH YOU MORE THAN BRING YOU DOWN/NEVILLE LIKE AARON SONG OF A BIRD/DIFFERENT
AND AMAZING TO THE VOICE OF THE EAR WHICH HAS NEVER HEARD MINE...
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Saturday, September 29, 2012
Dear God of Music
I need a studio which actually produces my start to finish and without complication of poltics, greed, and envy, as I am only trying to express my inner thoughts onto a format which can be viewed by anyone who is interested.
I don't want much actually. Here is how I would like it to go. I have an idea and want to display it under proper recording methods. I complete the recording and post it for availability. I protect myself in all formats of view so I am listed under publishing, registry, and copy right forums known for such activity to monitor the very thought of sound stemming from my inner mind's spirit and being.
My purpose in life is simplified now due to a returning truth. Life is as a difficult place for living but easier place for life to live. I have gotten bored and turned off by all the excess vanity, greed, envy, and the complicated aspects of pretend and facade. The only lie I will ever except is the first lie in which turned out to be the truth.
written by
charles d williams
I don't want much actually. Here is how I would like it to go. I have an idea and want to display it under proper recording methods. I complete the recording and post it for availability. I protect myself in all formats of view so I am listed under publishing, registry, and copy right forums known for such activity to monitor the very thought of sound stemming from my inner mind's spirit and being.
My purpose in life is simplified now due to a returning truth. Life is as a difficult place for living but easier place for life to live. I have gotten bored and turned off by all the excess vanity, greed, envy, and the complicated aspects of pretend and facade. The only lie I will ever except is the first lie in which turned out to be the truth.
written by
charles d williams
Sunday, September 2, 2012
The Good The Bad The Bumpy
The road chosen is a path amongst a vast space where time and distance equate the very same motion of heart and soul. How far will you go to survive the pains and heartaches of expressing an idea known as music? The costs are extensive but nowhere near as much as the price you pay when you leave yourself with "if's!" Take charge of your mind and remain in control as your spirit allows you to be known for the truth through your mind, your body, and your music. Stay Free!
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